Power of prayer, knowing your blessed!!!

As I lay awake tonight I can't help and think about the blessings I've been given it seems like for so long I have filled myself with negative thoughts actions and so on. I found myself this morning pleading with my Heavenly Father to help take away the negative from me and please replace with positive . Today I truly have felt him lift those negatives. It was my little miracle. I found myself happy. I pray this continues and I am hope to be more like my Savior!!! 

Swimming Lesson Take 1 for summer 2014

It's been a fun summer so far!!! Here's our first round of swimming lessons for this summer. Kalei hasn't cried once!!!! YEAH! She even jumped off the diving board. She has passed her level and is now on level 2, Ilikea is a fish and is way beyond her age group and is now a level 4, Kaiimi and Ty are on the last level 6 for swimming lessons. Yeah cheaper on my pocket book, but sad to see them growing up so quickly. I have loved taking them to swimming lessons  and we will do another round the first two weeks in August. 

Bowling Girl

Ilikea took a bowling class for three weeks and loved it . She took it with Allie and Maddie threw Centerville summer rec program. It was at Bountiful bowl. 

Struggles

Okay, it's been awhile since I have last posted and no excuses as to why besides I've been having a hard time questioning myself and trying to figure out myself. I've had soooo many mixed emotions of all that's happened around me. It's nothing me or my family but it's the people around me that I have grown to love and adore. Our dear friends The Palmer family lost there amazing son on his mission to a brain thing. The neighbor up the street comes out with a drug addiction, leaves for a month to go get help, comes back and then gets into a major accident of choices she has made. Here says have said it was her fault. Matt who was doing what is right by severing The Lord dies and she is saved. I can't help but question, however that's said the Palmers have beyond The Faith to know that's where Matt wanted to be and needs to be to continue. Kevin and Rowena are dear to me and I love them and soooo admire them. Just an example they seeked out other missionaries who is going to the same mission as Matt did and went to there homes, shared there story with them and took them some Madagascar money. They even went to there fair wells, what a true example of unselfishness. As for me how do I become more like them???? I'm pleading with Heavenly Father please help me to not have a heavy heart, not judge, not stress and worry and truly let go of the negative and the whys. I'm in need of fixing myself. I'm in need of finding the happy, positive, faith, unselfish person. More importantly remembering each and everyday the blessings I have and this Gospel

New Baby Cousin!!!!